voyeur

I made my first acquaintance with BDSM when I was 19. It was shortly after something in my brain shirt-circuited and I lost all control over what I said and how I behaved. I went from innocent to slutty. My boyfriend Phil said a good punishment would help. He had a really domineering personality, and I didn’t want to contradict him. I should have been disgusted with some of the things he did to me, but instead, I played along and began to enjoy myself.

When we went abroad for a weekend, we were hoping to spend some quality time together – just the two of us. Instead, my parents insisted that a nanny come with me. Her name was Penelope, and she seemed to have no sexual experience whatsoever. The exact opposite of Phil’s sick mind.